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♠♪Name:ViÑ♫
♠♪Nick:BeÑg
♠♪Age:younger then your father
♠♪Country:mind your own business
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what i want.
-New handphone.-New [C]omputer(DIY)
-Do the things i [W]ant
-More [H]oodies
-More [C]lothings(cause i don't have much)
-Good GPA for [S]tudies(cmi)
-More [D]evices (e.g. ipod,camera.)
-Better [F]amily relationships(impossible)
-Jx to be [H]appy
-My [F]riends to be happy
-Take [P]hoto with YR
-Learn [P]iano
-Learn [G]uitar
-Learn [D]rum
-Learn [B]reakdance
-2nd [M]onth with Kevin
-Go [O]verseas trip
-You[Y]ouyouyou D=
-So many tings,carry on next time
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Saturday, October 10, 2009
Everything is just my day.BLAME ME FOR IT.HATE ME FOR THAT.DISLIKE ME FOR THIS.JUST MY LIFE.I AM ON MY OWN.I WILL BE INDEPENDENT.NEVER MIND.I REN REN REN REN REN REN REN AND KEEP REN EVERYTHING I JUST REN.I TAHAN THATS ALL.MY LIFE IS DAMMED!!!GIVE YOU ALL SCOLD THAT'S ALL I NEED TO DO.CAN'T EVEN DO A THING RIGHT.Sorry Laopo,make you unhappy.i feel bad towards you.i am sorry.and this post isn't saying you.x3
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Here is my second post.Heart very very very very very very very pain.Don't know how to explained it out.She chatted with me on the phone but somehow the conversation went out of place and seemed like things were all wrong.i am the one in wrong,i am sorry.i was working and planning very hard for my "Project" but only a few people know how much the importance of the project carries for me.It is worth my my sweat,brain juice,time and heart for it but her smiles and happiness is much more important than it of cause.The conversation went off because of my bad temper.Just because i can't bear the words she said to me therefore my mood changed.i am in fault 1st because she messaged me and i didn't reply her messages,as i was doing my "Project" and buying materials for it.
My heart hurts not because she said those things,rather because i could not suppress my sadness and i can't say out what i really wanted to.just hope that you can bear with me.please!!i really really hope we are fine.i am sorry for making you so sad and unhappy totally changing your cheerful mood to downhearted,dejected and gloomy.Dui bu qi.i am really really very sorry.hope today will just be forgotten and the good will appear tomorrow.
Ling Ling & Fan Fan Cheer Up.Reach for the Happiness
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Well, i am suppose to blog a few days ago about my 1 month anniversary with my stead.i didn't blog because of me and my "project" plus some other reasons.because that we both wanted to write our anniversary message in the blog,but her message was in Chinese then i can't type Chinese with the laptop i am using.Eventually i thought of going to friend' s house to borrow the computer to type out the post.In the end, i didn't and so i typed out with the laptop using Google's language tools to translate English to Chinese although spent some time translating it but it was worth it.We celebrated our day not on the actual day but rather the day before.Bought the jacket she always wanted at Tamp.
After that walked around then bus-ed 168 to woodlands.During the ride she slept till so sweet,but i forgotten to take photo of her.never mind, there will still be chances for me to do that.Walked around woodlands then went to the arcade to play games.we played the table hockey,won 3 rounds being with her but she wasn't happy losing to me.i was smiling all the way playing with her but not because i won her,is because the way she played was so cute and funny.plus because i was playing with her that's why so happy.
Went out of the popular then Mrt-ed to Lot 1's streets stall(pasa malam) to eat the cup corn as i remembered she said she wanted to eat it.After that went inside Lot 1 walked around after that Mrt-ed to Queenstown to send her home.Sat in the Mrt chit chat a little then went home le.During the trip back i started writing a anniversary message to her.it was quite long i think?cause it took me 11 messages to send,but most importantly she did smile because of the message.She was a little worried or maybe angry cause i didn't reply her messages therefore i send the message earlier than the time which i decided to send.Don't mind about the right timing a not,just mind that she is not angry with me.Below is the message she sent me,i smiled reading it.
◘今天是我们の
一个月快乐...
希望每一天都会快乐
也希望炒饭你每天都
过的很好 xoxo
不要一点点就不开心
_ _
Vin Vin → Kei Kei
珍惜每一分每一秒
我们的の开始
That's the message she sent me and worried that she did not have the heart because of the present plus her short message.What matters is that i know she got the heart can already.Took photos of the present she gave me but i can't upload it so i can't show it to you peoples but it is nice.thank you laopo for everything and the day you gave me
Me and your Promise
勾勾手指
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
I don't know what is wrong with me now.i am seriously down again.it was actually fine till all the things came up all of a sudden.my mood is totally changed now.i don't know what i am suppose to do now or what i am going to write here.it is just that i want to make her much better by saying out what is with me but after saying she don't even want to hear me explain it.i am a failure in relationship.i can't make all my relationship go well.i always make the opposite side unhappy.Sorry to message you that way today as i am really confuse over what you are thinking and over-worried for you.guess i am really tired and mood-less.should i be going to Adli's house later?i don't even have the mood to even breathe.i just want to explain to her that i am sorry that i compared her with my first ex.not because she is better than you but rather you are far more better than her a lot more times.it is like i am in the same scenario but different people.i just hope that you can let me explain and hear what i want to said without any interruption.can you?
x3 Ice Cream
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I am back!My last post was at 11 August which was quite some time ago.different from the last post,i am much better now.contented with my life but i want much better than right now.My com was destroyed around 11 August therefore i didn't continue blogging.Though i still haven't get a new com but i am here using my sister's laptop for awhile.don't know when will be my new com coming in but 1st i think i need a job.i am in debt with my family especially my sister.O$P$!!! don't worry, i can come up with a solution and return her the money i O!I am worrying someone down here now.don't know if she is fine or not.didn't answer my calls nor reply my messages.might be that she is resting or watching television or doing housework or others???i can't get the correct answer till she reply me.all i can do here now is just pray that she's alright and worry for her.even if i wanna dash down to her house and see her,that will just make her life even more difficult.you said you don't want me to worry so much for you while i am sick but how am i suppose to do that when i don't know if you are really fine.all i ever wanted is that you are fine and no matter what happens to me i don't mind also.whatever happens to you or you are feeling unwell you must tell me.take loads of care.
By the way,i lost my phone some time around when my computer spoil if you wanna contact me please leave offline message at msn.sorry for the inconvenience cause.Hais, i go on continue worrying for that person.See ya peoples.
x3 Ice Cream
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Hmm...Just another day to begin with.maybe with some changes already after the 4 days ago.the things which happen today i don't want to write it out.it is so late now already and i still can't sleep.i am seriously tired but i can't get to sleep.i think i seriously am going to destroy myself.i can't take it anymore.at night YL send my some techno.my mei came to chit chat with me a little.after that i went to hear the techno,blasting my ears.at first i stop thinking of anything which i was,then i thought i really can relax myself already.but in the end???it failed i still keep thinking and missing someone.tried to called but no people pick up the phone,she got her reasons but i think it is just a irritating thing i did by calling her.i should not have called her and should not even have message her but when she tell me about the mother things i started to reply.hmmm, i don't know what i am doing plus i don't know who i am to you now.i will tried to get some sleep after eating 5 sleeping pills because ytd i ate 3 and i sleep for 2 hours...so hoping that i can sleep for 5 hours with those pills...sleep the whole day i also don't mind i don't even have the mood to go to school.it just felt like i am going to school like not the regular way??but forget it man.i need to get used to the way i am going to school now.alone doesn't matter,got my mp4 with me.nothing can stop me already.maybe will just keep thinking all the way to school,in school,after school,on the way home.aiya the whole day thats it.who who who who who am i to you??
what do you treat me as??
Thanks Vincent,Yiliang,Shim,JunAn and Mei for spending their time on me.especially my mei.hehes...thanks mei...kor got time treat you go eat a meal.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Well well well...let's see...it is 12 now.i woke up at 11.slept at 8.45.after the calculations,i think i only slept for about 2hours and 15 minutes.sooner or later i will break down de.felt tired but tried to go back sleep and it does not work.even if i tried eating the sleeping pills,i can't even sleep yet.but today i did received a message today by her,felt really happy when she told me to take care but it was sad again when i remembered that she is trying hard to be with him back too.do you know i always have the temptation to message you?calling you?my mei know it only ba,so far i think only she know about the problem.press reply and type out what i want to say and cancel it after i had finished typing.putting my finger at your contact wanting to call you but i just can't press it.hais,if only pain killer can stop this kind of pain it will be wonderful.but it is not possible,because everyone won't be hurt by relationships.Now still sitting here thinking and thinking.i really wanted to reply you but i just think that it would be much better for you to get better with him.all i can think of is you and him getting well,you and him being happy.you happy jiu hao can already is what i have been always saying.i also hope you wear your hoodies when you are cold,or you will get a cold plus fall sick.drink more water too and don't too stress with your work.things will work out for you two and it surely will i guess?i don't know what to write anymore or you can say i don't want to write anymore.sometimes hurting your ownself can make you stop thinking things.
Monday, August 10, 2009