Thursday, April 30, 2009

Today was ok.wake up earlier in the morning.messaged Y.R wanted to meet at the Mrt but in the end we planned to meet outside school.as usual i went out of the house took 262 then change to 22 straight to school.Meet Y.R outside Tamp Safra.went for class late again.got warned by teacher.><

After lesson went to Tamp Seoul Garden to eat wif Amzar,Adli,Wani and Yani.they were planning to keep the stomach empty and eat from 12-4 which is 4 hours straight eating.we took alot of diff food cooked,ate,chatted and laughing.took some pics when eating.

Adli is trying to act how some girls normally take photo with foods

guess what amzar is drinking?self-made strawberry mikeshake from ice-creams x=

Had the day like this.after that Mrted home with Amzar as he was going for errands.then home rest and used the com till now.blogging here and chatting on msn.Thanks peoples.thanks Y.R.Thanks qiqi for ur counselling.you don't sad too. :D

Some people might not trust what we say and we cant force them to trust us too.
There's nothing we can do but just await for time to prove that.
So there is no point to worry or think so much now.
Cause the outcome is still the same.or isn't it the same?

iåmNotEmo.Thursday, April 30, 2009

Monday, April 27, 2009

uhhh.Don't know how to start anymore.always starting the same way.Nvm.continue the same way for now until i think of other ways.Early in the morning went up,go bath,ate breakfast and left the house to lavender to meet Y.R.he was late again.-.- one more time only arhhs confirm going to dao you liao. :x

Went to school for lesson.lesson end early as all the lesson are being cancelled and end bout 11plus.went to Tamp Safra to slack,played pool.so unlucky sia,in black ball two times while i was winning!forget bout it.just not my day.After that went to lan for awhile because Y.R also nothing to do then sit there.Played a no. of games then left Tamp Safra.

Went to meet Nina for lunch :D wif Y.R cause he go home early also sian.on the way to Dover was so funny.HOR Y.R?the person got sleeping skill.Found Nina at Mrt and went to Orchard to have lunch.Went to buy the choc called nama choc.ex but nice i guess.Choose the food for don't know but in the end we ate at AMBUSH.the food there not bad quite nice but don't really like mine cause i can't eat spicy and i ordered spicy without noticing.So still tahan ate finished everything.i didn't know my drink need to be stirred as i thought they will stir for me so i found out in the end cause it was too sweet.><
After that i let Y.R and Nina tried the choc.It seemed that it is nice.Then we walked back to Orchard Mrt.Y.R took the opposite direction from us.Then i Mrt-ed home with Nina!:D talk with each other all the way back to bishan.When you buying shoes remember to tell me.i want to buy too.

I guessed that my attitude is getting out of hand.it is time to be more shut up and polite.i am sorry Y.R , i am trying to make you talk not trying to XL you.><

i don't know what is on my mind.but for now i just want to try emptying everything except for my studies.well.awaiting for tomorrow.

iåmNotEmo.Monday, April 27, 2009

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Morning waked up thinking of what to do.Then called quite a few people cause no place to go.actually got plans but all put airplane.So called jasper out for pool then met him at 2(suppose to be 1.30)i am sorry.Played pool all the way then.Went to find him with Jiamin.played and laugh.

After that don't know what time dispersed.Me and jiamin walked from YCK to AMK,ate suki sushi.Joking around inside taking food,playing the food.saying the clam jump floor.took vegetable and throw at each other.after that went home.

i am sorry i ran.i am sorry that i can't face you(for now).i am really sorry for all that i've done.sorry i left you walking back alone.sorry i let you wait outside my house not even considering to open the door i am sorry that i didnt reply you and i am sorry that i didn't pick up your call.but of all i want to say is that i just can't force myself to face you now.it's too much.i am sorry.dui bu qi

ahvin isn't fit to be a person.no even fit to be loved.
xu jia hao is gone.what gone is gone.it can never can back.can it?
once it was a dream,now it's a nightmare.
To {Hate} or to {Love} To be {Sad} or to be {Happy}
To {Accept} or to {Regret} To {Leave} or to {Stay}

iåmNotEmo.Sunday, April 26, 2009

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Hmm...same day as all in the morning.Late for lesson again.don't know what is happening to me.i tried to wake up so early but still late for lesson.Lesson today was quite ok.Learn about the computer parts and so on.

Lesson ended at 11plus so went to bowling area to slack.12 we went off,some go home and Y.R,Weiliang,Gary plus me took the same bus go to lavender there.i got nothing to do then didn't want to go home earlier as i got nothing to do so went to eat den followed by going to Y.R's house.Played computer games,talk lame jokes and chat the whole day.i keep shooting Y.R with words,making him speechless.paiseh.i am sorry.forgive me ok?

Then all the way till 9pm went for dinner with Weiliang plus Y.R pei us go.after eating finish send Y.R to the house downstairs then go to the road near Weiliang's house to take cab.cabbed home and i am blogging here.that's all i guess.can't think of anything else to write.Continue when i remember or next post ba.

Y.R i am really sorry.You will have the time to speak de.sometimes just ignore me.i dunno if i am going overboard anot but if i am just tell me.>< Life is all about what?enjoyment,job or love?maybe everything?

~Lights Off~

iåmNotEmo.Thursday, April 23, 2009

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

ROAR~!~!~!~!~!~!
Earlier in the morning started raining le,then didn't attend the pe lesson.don't know why also.maybe no mood cause raining barhs?Then went back to sleep le.

After went up went to bath then saw the time thought i was going to be late cause lesson start at around 12?then i went to flag a cab.how would i know it will happen that way sia.don't wanna talk bout that also.only can say my $$ fly sia.
Then reached school with a describable face.Don't know sad or angry sia,but i am feeling none i guess?Then lesson all the way.

Breaktime went slack 1st with Y.R,Erwin then alot of ppl come all of a sudden.Later went pool along wif Y.R.we play pool then talk alot sia(Personal Stuffs).Play play till 3.05 though going to late for lesson so we ran.Didn't expect that we are right on time =.= Then lesson all the way again.
During lesson,alot of people asked what happen to me.why i like so sad.Even Mr.Sri also come asked me why i so serious.don't know why why why and why.lesson over,walked to the bus-stop wif usual people.Said bye to my Longan Darling and bused on 65 wif classmates.dropped for the bus as i need to change bus then i forgortteen to take my cap in the classroom.hope my cap is still there tmr.

Life is Jus Life.You can't change it so can't i.But we can make it better.Don't you think so?
If yes?WHY NOT DO SO NOW? =.= Joke Sia You

iåmNotEmo.Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Monday, April 20, 2009

Lols...waked up 5plus in the morning cause i put quite a number of alarms.scared i will be late for lesson.Then after that Vicky msged me and chat for awhile till she go for the assembly.Then went to school onwards.Msged yuenrong and meet him at the school bus-stop there wif gary.walked to school and started lesson at 8plus.after that life was as usual and the teacher sucks.seriously sucks.wanted to study properly de,but let him spoiled the whole mood.

Zoom~zoom~i shortcut abit.cause lazy type as i got alot more tings to type.lesson end early by 2 hours sia.which is actually suppose to be 1 hour early only.dunno how my classmates trick the teacher.Then went to slack at Tamp Safra and went for 1.5 hour of lan.owned sia.LOL.Oh MY~
-.-'' me and gary shouting there.

After the whole game tingy Kenny,Gary and Erwin went off 1st.Then my another called me up and met at Tamp Safra to play pool.No table so me and Kevin played snooker 1st.Then YR and Weiliang awhile went off le.Later somesort like eat with Kevin cause it is our so called "1st month anniversary"where we said we stead(kidding de la).Then did my own tings wif frens.Bussed home.So damm long. x.x

Happy 1st month anni Kevin.aka.Longan xD <3

iåmNotEmo.Monday, April 20, 2009

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Siala.My ownself de blog sia.(though i did say i nvr wanted to blog).wells,tts the past anyway.

wanna Thanks Jx for helping me with this.Post my life tmr.goin to sleep liao.

iåmNotEmo.Sunday, April 19, 2009