I am back here blogging again.guess this is the 1st time which i said that i will come back to blog and i did.now thinking back i some sort made lots of promises and i did not fulfill them.Well...seriously i don't know what to write here.my mind have lots of things spinning round and round and i am listening to the song "Right Round".kind of making my head giddy already.
Hmm...guess i will start off by apologizing and thanking people??there are a few people i want to apologize and thank.guess i start off with the thanks.i really want to thanks Hock, Vincent, Shimeon, Hungwei, Amzar, Mei, Jun Xiang, Jasper and some others which i might forget to state here.want to thanks you guys for what you have given me.without you guys i won't be here today(copy from show).honestly that you guys really did a great part in my life but you all might not notice.a little might have a big outcome.
After that i want to say sorry to some people.1st of all might be jasper??did you feel weird that i didn't shout at you on the phone the last time i called you??when i asked why you told her those things which isn't a fact?cause i seriously thinking that if i shouted at you the relationship of friend will be worst.but there is not difference from now too hur?but i no longer bear grudges or what with you.just that i don't know how to start a conversation with you.Seriously in the past i only can find you or JX to chat about my sadness or happenings and joking around.but life has been different.maybe i am getting mature?or emo?i sincerly apologise.
Secondly i want to apologize to Hui Xian.i think there might be some misunderstanding between you and her but i hope you 2 can settle it out fine.you 2 really look like best friends/couples.just that i might be the third party hurting the relationship of you 2.sorry.i didn't know what is happening and i thought is my fault so i called you.but i didn't know the truth.so please forgive.want to blame you can blame me instead.
Thirdly is DSD.guess you have not realised that after you know me more and more unhappy things happened around you?you and him argued and saying eaching other.My busy-bodyness make you and Hui Xian like this.but all i wan to say is sorry.really sorry.hope that you can be happy.maybe like what you said hur?be friends hur?
The others i don't want to say.if i want to apologize, i will apologize from calls or messages.cause it is kind of personal matters so i don't want to write them here.From now on i won't be having any high hopes of people forgiving or what.but i have said my piece.if you don't believe in my apology please don't criticise it.
I don't know why i am saying all this.it is kind of weird,maybe i am just having a little mood swings.but i will be alright.don't mind me.Hope you guys can be happy and smile.
我不知道应该如何才可以让你的生活比现在还好过 但是如果我必需消失在你的人生中而你才会开心多一些 我会不惜一确有其事切有其事而在你的人生中消失掉 因为只要你有不开心的一时刻,我不知道该如何让你好过一些 既然如此我觉得要是当初你没有认识我的话,你的日子也不会变成这个样啊! 但不管什么事你都可以去面对它吧.想想我跟你说的故事吧 10% is what happens to me,90% is how i react to it.
我开始越来越恨我自己了.不要问我为什么,只需要知道我是这样对我知己的.
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-New handphone.
-New [C]omputer(DIY) -Do the things i [W]ant
-More [H]oodies
-More [C]lothings(cause i don't have much)
-Good GPA for [S]tudies(cmi)
-More [D]evices (e.g. ipod,camera.)
-Better [F]amily relationships(impossible)
-Jx to be [H]appy
-My [F]riends to be happy
-Learn [P]iano
-Learn [G]uitar
-Learn [D]rum
-Learn [B]reakdance
-2nd [M]onth with Kevin
-Go [O]verseas trip
-You[Y]ouyouyou D=
-So many tings,carry on next time