Dots Dots Dots.New day,new wounds,new things,new experience and some same things.i don't know what is going on with me.doing the wrong stunts at the wrong time?falling down?haven wounds all over but i am ok.not worries guys and duhhs,it does hurts.i did not slept the whole night.i was there using computer listening to music at Vincent's house.listening and listening,all of the songs i heard was sad songs.maybe god hinting me something?or just pure coincidence?then i starting watching Vincent sleeping there but i am not a pervert or what.just that he can sleep so well and i can't.maybe there are lots of things going through in my mind.it is hard to say out althought i know what i am thinking.
Then after that i used the computer till 1.p.m then i woke him up.then we planned to go and play some basketball.Called ZH to come and play too.so Vincent went to bath and i was talking to people on the phone.house conflicts.hear le but don't wad to say best.later said wrong things might make the person sad.i know how the person feels as my was worst then that.i am not expecting sympathy here but jus trying to let the person know that i understand how you feel.thought she might said something like kill you or what.why not try asking her to kill me 1st.if she can't kill me(who is a outsider) then i don't think she is capable of killing you.think you might think alot since you also wrote it out le.maybe you might be sad maybe you might be not.cause you are not telling me also.you can act a nothing infront and hurt at the back.what i can do is just lend you a listening ear and a crying shoulder.if there is something more i can do i surely will try my best to do it.so 1st you will have to let me know.ok?DSD~~.
After that playing basketball that time not really fun lurhs.played till quite fierce i guess?Vincent played till quite serious.got win got lose ba.so nothing to lose out also.after the games we went for some drinks,ZH went home.Cabbed home with Vincent since we stay quite near but still a little distance.so now i am home,bathed,worn out,almost dead,hungry but don't feel like eating,feeling pain and bored.tomorrow will be going to school i guess?even if i am injured.promised to study.so must fulfill my study promise for once.=x but i think i wearing long pants cause i don't want people to see the injuries.@.@ i guess i will write till here then.hope everyone is fine especially you(DSD).don't ttm.
