I don't know what is wrong with me now.i am seriously down again.it was actually fine till all the things came up all of a sudden.my mood is totally changed now.i don't know what i am suppose to do now or what i am going to write here.it is just that i want to make her much better by saying out what is with me but after saying she don't even want to hear me explain it.i am a failure in relationship.i can't make all my relationship go well.i always make the opposite side unhappy.
Sorry to message you that way today as i am really confuse over what you are thinking and over-worried for you.guess i am really tired and mood-less.should i be going to Adli's house later?i don't even have the mood to even breathe.i just want to explain to her that i am sorry that i compared her with my first ex.not because she is better than you but rather you are far more better than her a lot more times.it is like i am in the same scenario but different people.i just hope that you can let me explain and hear what i want to said without any interruption.can you?
x3 Ice Cream
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I am back!My last post was at 11 August which was quite some time ago.different from the last post,i am much better now.contented with my life but i want much better than right now.My com was destroyed around 11 August therefore i didn't continue blogging.Though i still haven't get a new com but i am here using my sister's laptop for awhile.don't know when will be my new com coming in but 1st i think i need a job.i am in debt with my family especially my sister.O$P$!!! don't worry, i can come up with a solution and return her the money i O!
I am worrying someone down here now.don't know if she is fine or not.didn't answer my calls nor reply my messages.might be that she is resting or watching television or doing housework or others???i can't get the correct answer till she reply me.all i can do here now is just pray that she's alright and worry for her.even if i wanna dash down to her house and see her,that will just make her life even more difficult.you said you don't want me to worry so much for you while i am sick but how am i suppose to do that when i don't know if you are really fine.all i ever wanted is that you are fine and no matter what happens to me i don't mind also.whatever happens to you or you are feeling unwell you must tell me.take loads of care.
By the way,i lost my phone some time around when my computer spoil if you wanna contact me please leave offline message at msn.sorry for the inconvenience cause.Hais, i go on continue worrying for that person.See ya peoples.
x3 Ice Cream
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-New handphone.
-New [C]omputer(DIY) -Do the things i [W]ant
-More [H]oodies
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-Jx to be [H]appy
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-Learn [P]iano
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