Saturday, October 10, 2009
Everything is just my day.BLAME ME FOR IT.HATE ME FOR THAT.DISLIKE ME FOR THIS.JUST MY LIFE.I AM ON MY OWN.I WILL BE INDEPENDENT.NEVER MIND.I REN REN REN REN REN REN REN AND KEEP REN EVERYTHING I JUST REN.I TAHAN THATS ALL.MY LIFE IS DAMMED!!!GIVE YOU ALL SCOLD THAT'S ALL I NEED TO DO.CAN'T EVEN DO A THING RIGHT.
Sorry Laopo,make you unhappy.i feel bad towards you.i am sorry.and this post isn't saying you.x3
Here is my second post.Heart very very very very very very very pain.Don't know how to explained it out.She chatted with me on the phone but somehow the conversation went out of place and seemed like things were all wrong.i am the one in wrong,i am sorry.i was working and planning very hard for my "Project" but only a few people know how much the importance of the project carries for me.It is worth my my sweat,brain juice,time and heart for it but her smiles and happiness is much more important than it of cause.The conversation went off because of my bad temper.Just because i can't bear the words she said to me therefore my mood changed.i am in fault 1st because she messaged me and i didn't reply her messages,as i was doing my "Project" and buying materials for it.
My heart hurts not because she said those things,rather because i could not suppress my sadness and i can't say out what i really wanted to.just hope that you can bear with me.please!!i really really hope we are fine.i am sorry for making you so sad and unhappy totally changing your cheerful mood to downhearted,dejected and gloomy.Dui bu qi.i am really really very sorry.hope today will just be forgotten and the good will appear tomorrow.
Ling Ling & Fan Fan Cheer Up.Reach for the Happiness
Well, i am suppose to blog a few days ago about my 1 month anniversary with my stead.i didn't blog because of me and my "project" plus some other reasons.because that we both wanted to write our anniversary message in the blog,but her message was in Chinese then i can't type Chinese with the laptop i am using.Eventually i thought of going to friend' s house to borrow the computer to type out the post.In the end, i didn't and so i typed out with the laptop using Google's language tools to translate English to Chinese although spent some time translating it but it was worth it.We celebrated our day not on the actual day but rather the day before.Bought the jacket she always wanted at Tamp.
After that walked around then bus-ed 168 to woodlands.During the ride she slept till so sweet,but i forgotten to take photo of her.never mind, there will still be chances for me to do that.Walked around woodlands then went to the arcade to play games.we played the table hockey,won 3 rounds being with her but she wasn't happy losing to me.i was smiling all the way playing with her but not because i won her,is because the way she played was so cute and funny.plus because i was playing with her that's why so happy.
Went out of the popular then Mrt-ed to Lot 1's streets stall(pasa malam) to eat the cup corn as i remembered she said she wanted to eat it.After that went inside Lot 1 walked around after that Mrt-ed to Queenstown to send her home.Sat in the Mrt chit chat a little then went home le.During the trip back i started writing a anniversary message to her.it was quite long i think?cause it took me 11 messages to send,but most importantly she did smile because of the message.She was a little worried or maybe angry cause i didn't reply her messages therefore i send the message earlier than the time which i decided to send.Don't mind about the right timing a not,just mind that she is not angry with me.Below is the message she sent me,i smiled reading it.
◘今天是我们の
一个月快乐...
希望每一天都会快乐
也希望炒饭你每天都
过的很好 xoxo
不要一点点就不开心
_ _
Vin Vin → Kei Kei
珍惜每一分每一秒
我们的の开始
That's the message she sent me and worried that she did not have the heart because of the present plus her short message.What matters is that i know she got the heart can already.Took photos of the present she gave me but i can't upload it so i can't show it to you peoples but it is nice.thank you laopo for everything and the day you gave me
Me and your Promise
勾勾手指
