Sleepless.it is 3.00am and i am still sitting in my room using the computer,blogging here.while blogging i am chatting with my god sister too.we are somehow explaining our life to each other.i don't know why i still can't sleep for now.when i closed my eyes it somehow brought me back to the past of what happened.the smiles,jokes,laughter and sillyness which i somehow just can't forget.if i can somehow take a watch and hypnotize myself and forget it i would be sleeping now.but maybe it won't even work if i tried to do that.don't know what should i do.maybe i should make myself do "IT" again then i can stop thinking about it.
Just now went to Ke Wei's house for a barbecue.went there with my mei and jasper.reached there and helped out a little then went to fetch vincent at the bus-stop.later on just stayed there eating and playing ps3,computer games.felt that there was nothing for me to do so just kept playing and playing if not will keep thinking about things.but somehow it doesn't work for me.even playing games i still can think of things which i hope i can stop thinking althought i am not willing to forget them.well then carried on all the way like this at his house.bused home with jasper at 11 plus.now here blogging all this,feeling so tired but i can't fall asleep.i should start restocking on my sleeping pills.they do help alot for problems like this.a pill a day,stops the thinking an hour.things that i am wondering is that how is the person doing?fine with him?ate already?got takecare?not sick right?must be happy now ba?am i thinking too much?YES YOU ARE!ignore me.i think i am goin insane soon or i will be able to handle this.i don't care le...go watch tv and chat with my mei.lazy to write.or should i say i don't know what else to write anymore.hais..Smile like you mean it peoples~
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♠♪Name:ViÑ♫
♠♪Nick:BeÑg
♠♪Age:younger then your father
♠♪Country:mind your own business
-New handphone.
-New [C]omputer(DIY) -Do the things i [W]ant
-More [H]oodies
-More [C]lothings(cause i don't have much)
-Good GPA for [S]tudies(cmi)
-More [D]evices (e.g. ipod,camera.)
-Better [F]amily relationships(impossible)
-Jx to be [H]appy
-My [F]riends to be happy
-Learn [P]iano
-Learn [G]uitar
-Learn [D]rum
-Learn [B]reakdance
-2nd [M]onth with Kevin
-Go [O]verseas trip
-You[Y]ouyouyou D=
-So many tings,carry on next time
