Well well well...let's see...it is 12 now.i woke up at 11.slept at 8.45.after the calculations,i think i only slept for about 2hours and 15 minutes.sooner or later i will break down de.felt tired but tried to go back sleep and it does not work.even if i tried eating the sleeping pills,i can't even sleep yet.but today i did received a message today by her,felt really happy when she told me to take care but it was sad again when i remembered that she is trying hard to be with him back too.do you know i always have the temptation to message you?calling you?my mei know it only ba,so far i think only she know about the problem.press reply and type out what i want to say and cancel it after i had finished typing.putting my finger at your contact wanting to call you but i just can't press it.hais,if only pain killer can stop this kind of pain it will be wonderful.but it is not possible,because everyone won't be hurt by relationships.
Now still sitting here thinking and thinking.i really wanted to reply you but i just think that it would be much better for you to get better with him.all i can think of is you and him getting well,you and him being happy.you happy jiu hao can already is what i have been always saying.i also hope you wear your hoodies when you are cold,or you will get a cold plus fall sick.drink more water too and don't too stress with your work.things will work out for you two and it surely will i guess?i don't know what to write anymore or you can say i don't want to write anymore.sometimes hurting your ownself can make you stop thinking things.
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♠♪Name:ViÑ♫
♠♪Nick:BeÑg
♠♪Age:younger then your father
♠♪Country:mind your own business
-New handphone.
-New [C]omputer(DIY) -Do the things i [W]ant
-More [H]oodies
-More [C]lothings(cause i don't have much)
-Good GPA for [S]tudies(cmi)
-More [D]evices (e.g. ipod,camera.)
-Better [F]amily relationships(impossible)
-Jx to be [H]appy
-My [F]riends to be happy
-Learn [P]iano
-Learn [G]uitar
-Learn [D]rum
-Learn [B]reakdance
-2nd [M]onth with Kevin
-Go [O]verseas trip
-You[Y]ouyouyou D=
-So many tings,carry on next time
